DEAR DIARY HERE'S TO DREAM EXPERIMENTS


ACID DREAM
EXPERIMENTAL
 VIDEO ART
FILM MAKING
MANIFESTO
DISTORTION OF REALITY

A POETIC DREAM Experimenta

ANTI ART ART FILM POETRY
Presents:
THE
ACID DREAM EXPERIMENTAL
VIDEO ART FILM MAKING MANIFESTO
WRITTEN BY

AMERICAN VIDEO ARTIST
BIRTHDAY GURL
LAURA GRACE ROBLES
EXPERIMENTAL ACID DREAM VIDEO ART
Film MAKER

THIS FILM which is about to be
created MUST BE MADE TO BE
SEEN AS A computer
simulated hidden dream world
fantasy of unpredictability and
experimental digital video art
film making
 
An Acid dream
experimental video
art film IS
a dislocated narrative
translation of avant-garde
moving imagery
manifested
within the discovery behind
experimenting with the visual
poetry behind a
cinematic expression of
ABSTRACTION AND experimental art form
using an ACID art film
aesthetic
 
AN ACID DREAM EXPERIMENTAL video
art FILM ....NOT ENTIRELY BLACK OR
WHITE.. made with some color
 
An Acid dream experimental
video art film
encapsulates the escape from
normality
it translates the real world
into
DISTORTIONS of representational
MOVING imagery
with the use of ACTION PAINTING the moving
painting PAINTING THE UNKNOWN
HERE WE experience the challenge to mask
human identity where the
TRANSCENDED
LIES WITHIN
THE psychedelic nature
of colorful chaos
AS UNEXPECTED
YET PLAYFUL ACID DREAMING MANIFESTING A DREAM REALITY
 
Acid dream experimental video
art film
alters the cognitive
psychological state of mind EXPANSION
with the psychedelic pata-
physical expression
projected from a circus of
infinite moving paintings
 the colliding rainbows
from
a development of fantasy THAT
speaks an X-
ray of the sun
 
Acid dream experimental video
art film
aims to depict
painterly moving poetry
built upon an
interesting form of non linear
film ideas
as the WRONG
strategies FOR continuity
make way
 
the acid dream experiment
becomes a cinematic language
of DIGITAL film making
POETICS
a spiritual medium of film
making as part of your
spiritual ESSENCE
expressing one’s soul
as an acid DREAM ant-
art art film OUTLET of
visual language having art form
 
A
perfection
of
BEAUTY found
in the
ANTI-BEAUTIFUL mistakes that allow the re-
discovery  THE
experimenting PROCESS
 
Acid dream experimental video
art film
IS A translation of encapsulated
multiple layers
OF AN EDITED SEQUENCE IN THE electronic digital moving
paintings combined
constructed and re-constructed
by a game playing of concepts
that is the experimental
process
by intuitive CONCEPTS
spontaneous decisions
instincts
digital renderings of
iterations
instances FROM an improvised
expression of intuition
a design made up of electronic
computerized algorithms
SIMULATING acid dream-Tronics
 
a
spectrum of
CHROMATIC COMPOSITION
archival RARELY captured
footage OF entangled
DREAM EXPERIMENTS of collage film
making
 never TO be recreated
the
same way twice

HERE WE create
the unexpected again and again
 
Acid dream experimental video
art films
allow the testing of ones
attention span
it is the motive for THE ACID DREAM imagination

ITS desire FOR EXISTENCE lies within the loss
of reality
 
an audience
examining their emotional state
within moods from a combination
of colors depicting emotion
as the spectator's cognitive
experience
transcendING  THE DREAMER FROM A screen
UNFOLDING disruptions of a
flowing  LOSS OF circumstance IN sequence
 
 the outcome of an ACID TRIP
and its acid dream OFF TRACK
reality allows youR IMAGINATION TO BE RESCUED UNIQUELY

the influence for creation and
self actualization is aroused

A chromatic spectrum of
colorful catharsis
that explores
a communication of channeling
AN ACID essence elsewhere outside of
the
cinematic investigations. AS A SPIRITUAL MEDIUM.
not
associated with a timeline of
predictable story telling but
tunneling through a parallel
universe
of alternate realities
 
WITHIN A metric chaos
OF illusion AND HIDDEN metaphors WE ARE DESIGNING
The non
representational transcendence
of real world reality
TRANSFORMED into a counterpoise of new
 GESTURE OF LYRICAL DISTORTIONS
 
AN UNDEFINED EXPERIMENTAL CINEMATIC
VISUAL LANGUAGE
HAVING
Art Form

AS
VISUAL POETRY
MOVING POETRY
MOVING PAINTINGS
 
CREATE A
language from multi
dimensional analogous
depictions OF
undefined PRESENCE WITHIN THE LOSS OF CIRCUMSTANCE
....as it can
melt into the
SUBLIME AND shape
the CULTIVATING
VIVIDNESS OF AN ACID DAY DREAM
METAMORPHOSIS
 
FROM An AWKWARD REPETITION OF NOSTALGIC RE OCCURRENCES THE
imagination OF AN UNPREDICTABLE
UNMISTAKABLE dream IS simulated to
be
CONTAINED BEYOND its mystic
frequency
OF EXPLORATIONS THAT LIE WITHIN ITS PURPOSE
FOR EXISTING IN a surreal fantasy
CREATED IN the BROKEN
NARRATIVE of acid dream
experiment adventure
 
Acid dream experimental video
art film IS
anti-art acid art film
translating a dadaIST
fluxes anti-art
inspired
motivation for ambition behind
its desire to become a
manifestation of ACID dream reality
IN A DREAM Experiment FROM A guerrilla
punk
no wave
DIY film making
 generation that CHALLENGES a
pop
audience by subjecting
them to the implementation of
their own freedom to DREAM AND Imagine the
BROKEN narrative without story telling
Craving the weird
world seen through another
video
artist's looking
glass
caught without a camera
 
Acid dream experimental video
art film
imaginativeLY
engageS THE DREAMER in the anti-art ACID art film
AESTHETIC FROM  THE repercussions OF ACID DREAM experimentation
USING digital AND COLLAGE film making as the UNEXPECTED MANIFESTATION OF  ACID DREAMING
 
an additive process
built from within a deeper
meaning of life's endless cycle
of growth and repetition
devolution evolution
 
across layers
A Timeless escape from the
everyday predictions IS LIKE losing
ones self into
the past of dreaming timelessly
AS IT BECOMES THE FUTURE SIMULATED ACID DREAM
 
this is the PRESENT IMAGINARY MOVING IMAGERY
this is the past as the future
in  THE IMAGINARY moving IMAGERY
a determination geared to
seek out the true meaning of
dreaming
as ultimately undefined WITH AN
untraceable ORIGIN
AS ITS simulated nature
its altered IN AN UNKNOWN universe OF DREAMT UP TRIPPY AWAKENINGS

THIIS SHOULD AWAKEN THE
psychedelic
anD emotional illusion DEPICTED
IN a fantasy OF some unknown space
and time SUSPENDED IN BELIEF

A video artist’s interpretation
explainS how dreams are
recreated from the audience’s
mind expansion
OF sub-conscience meditatiON
expansion of THE DREAMER'S imagination
AND EXPLORATION OF ones cycling
thoughts
a time for self actualization
 
Acid dream experimental video
IS art film
a digital
sequence of esoteric
arbitration from the mind
boggling
collection and
conjunction of
conceptualized methods
created by the experimental
film maker as a video artist
as a visual artist
as a painter who paints their
film POETRY
 
Dreaming to allow the
ARTISTIC FREEDOM
necessary to experiment
BY THE artist’s own rules
WHICH man does by breaking
the philosophies associated with
Hollywood's CAGE of film
industry standards
IS confronted as a theory
we must avoid BY THINKING OF
CONTINUITY AS WRONG 
BUT embrace its
art form
in order to reference THIS AND
translate our own techniques
into an art film
conquering
irresponsibility
 
do not calculate failure
 
indulge in one’s self film
making pleasures
allow the unforgivable
EXPERIMENT to arise as the
healthy madness which
takes over your souL for
designing THE FILM composition that is
evident art
 
Acid dream experimental video
art film IS A
never
ending artistic PROCESS LENDING THE impression
of life’s open window to which
we
are blinded by WITH colliding hidden
DREAMS worlds of the unexplained
realizing creative solutions
from re-discovery
from a journey of mind
expansion
exploration OF
the path tHAT escapes
cinema's film making
conformity
of conventional story
telling
AS WE re-invent CONCEPTS with new
visions of the future untold
dreams within a plotless
BROKEN narrative.....at times don’t be
afraid to understand the
narrative with missing plot for
dreams and stories are
unexpected visions OF UNFEELING THE STORY
AS substitution and RE-invention
for re-REDISCOVERING THE
Acid dream experimental video
art film
at most times THE FILM MAKER
SHOULD supersede the camera
BY includeING archival or
captured footage or use of
animation from time to time
Acid dream experimental video
art film is Anti-Art ACID art film
made up of film making
acid dream experiments
MADE UP OF A beautiful anti-beauty
THAT INTENDS to investigate
the UNUSUAL
surrender tO pr-axis
of scientific
complexities
and experimentation
WHERE WE loose OURSELVES in the discovery
of
what WE did wrong which was
the right way to experiment
by OUR rules and by OUR idea
of fun
and self satisfaction
WHERE Imperfection that CAN BE PERFECTED ANTI-BEAUTY
 IN AN experimental vision FOR
perfect dreamy imperfections
imagined as ever-changing
controlled chaos where THE FILM'S AESTHETIC
lies WITHIN the
Spontaneity
strategies
OF Acid dream experimentation WITH VIDEO
ART
THESE FILM MAKING CONCEPTS DO not 
determined THIS FILM MAKING STYLE ALONE
as we consider it AN
acid dream experimental video
art film THE FILM can evolve into much
more than any
vision STATED HERE ...IT MUST
BE
AN ONGOING exercise AND
RE-DISCOVERY  FOR
ACID DREAM re-invention
AN evolutionary outcome
true to psychedelic worlds
IN a FANTASY universe of acid
dreaming
we SHOULD strive to design ACID simulations containing
A computerized acid
paradise
as AUDIENCE INTERACTION ALLOWS YOU TO DREAM A mesmerizing ACID dream
 among the
hidden worlds of
surrealism
IN an acid day dream metamorphosis
of non objectivity WHERE human identity BECOMES
A procrastinatED
subject matter

AS AN abstract EXPRESSION
which we can ASSUME IS a mystery
TO BE designED freely ...
with or without a camera
with or without video
synthesizers
with or without recorded
video performance
with or without video feedback
but BY masking the representation
of TRUE identity for the
sake of transcendence
designing the new MOVING image from a
real world imagination of
illusion FORMING an acid dream
PSYCHEDELIC AWAKENING of fascination
NOW PUR
the audience can easily escape
into a loss of predictions
erasing the image’'s
proof of real world existence
as PART OF a simulated ACID dream within a
computerized simulation
OF THE MIND  EXPANDING fascination
WHERE A simulated computerized ACID DREAM paradise
CREATES  THE DREAMER'S ACID DREAM AS THE AUDIENCE, AND THE COMPOSER
ARE aware that THEIR ACID DREAM reality is
not exactly reality
 
WE allow the transformations to be
seen in an
acid day dream reality of
experimental awakenings....OF PSYCHEDELIA...
CONVINCED THAT even
reality is
possibly a DREAM simulation WE ARE LIVING IN
possibly
here an abstraction of truth
in which we want to escape in
order to dream up our own
explanation for the
missing pieces to life’s
mystics
WHERE the untold story is the mystery
we may explore
like
children playing
freely thinking without
boundaries
 
may we color outside the lines
as we once did during our
childhood as pure AND creative,
intuitive and vulnerable with
our instincts ......like
the innocent like the
boundless
like the bountiful
COLORING IN THE ACID DREAMS 

 THE WAY WE CAN COLOR IN THE POETRY BOOK WITH MOVING PAINTINGS
 
 
 
SWEET ACID DREAMS

SYNOPSIS

Where abstracted illusions of distorted reality bring together a poetic dream experiment, the entropy of chromatic lyrical gesture unveilS a colorful motion of awkward beauty, among a chaotic mystic mystery of moving paintings made up of collage film. 

IN A celestial orbit  of lost dreams The video artist Creates an imagination of unseen dream worlds composed within a chromatic spectrum of non objectivity explorations. showing the hidden destiny among  A psychedelic journey  of time travel and spinning rainbows against a  sublime computerized acid paradise of moving imagery on the edge of spoken word transcendence. 

 

OFFICIAL WEBSITE: https://birthdaygurlvideo.wixsite.com/sweetaciddreams

  SWEET ACID DREAMS Interview WITH BIRTHDAY GURL VIDEO ARTIST




What inspired you to recreate another acid Dream experimental video art film, how did the process come about?


 
I continuously find inspiration in my Acid Dream Experimental Video Art Film Making Manifesto. Which I wrote for myself and others as a strategy to rediscover new ways of dreaming up the unusual psychedelic  visions of acid dreams and its awkward film beauty.

 With spoken word of an acid day dream reality for  transformations, a  transition of dream interpretation FORM a translation of poetic transcendence unleashing DEpictions of dream experimentation are TO BE RECOGNIZED AS A spiritual exploration of the acid DREAM essence.
 
Within this  dreaming experience I became motivated to start working on this film Sweet Acid Dreams.

 As this video art DREAM Experimentation of acid illustration and ABSTRACT expression remains hidden in A lost dream world here I TRY TO expand My Mind.
 
I  realized THE FILM to remain as an undefined expression of experimental cinematic language.
 This allowed me to get started thinking  outside the box, spontaneously, unexpectedly and automatically like an action painter painting the acid dreams with moving paintings.

This experimental film became an embodiment of  simulated dreaming seeking empowerment from unpredictable miracles uncovering  fate's inevitable destiny to dream up a simulated future FOR THE DREAMER  IN ONE'S DREAMS becoming  a manifestation of AN acid day dream metamorphosis reality.


 
I continue to find myself enthused to reproduce more recreations among these ideologies of  artistic conceptualization. I find within the ritual practice of THESE scientific methods OF DREAM experimentation AND artistic process, the discovery of new understandings Reveal the experimental film making philosophies stated in my Acid Dream Experimental Video Art Film Making Manifesto.


 
This year I had written a book of poetry titled A Lyrical Distortion of Reality... A Poetic Dream Experiment. A book which I felt set the stage for the development of this hidden dream world investigation which I sought out to translate.

 
Abstract Expressionism joined with recordings of recited spoken word TAKEN from my POETRY book, A portrayal of dreaming weightlessly

 joined together digital moving paintings AND collage film.
 
I was attempting to  rediscover a new meaning for dreaming the perfect acid dream. in order to get lost FROM the unrealistic fantasies of THE real world that kept MY SPIRITUALITY locked IN confinement. NOW WHERE BY confronting these misconceptions of life’s soul purpose and happiness I HAD TO IGNORE THE STORY TELLING FROM MAINSTREAM FILMS..  

YET through THIS acid dream transformation I created visual poetry BY blurring a surprise of ever-changing FANTASY,
 
within  the recreation of living one’s acid dreams,  a solarization  of masked moving  imagery  remained in the presence of the story’s absence, existing in an unknown space and time.


 
How did this film allow you to grow as an artist?

 
 
An engaging mind expansion of spiritual  growth allowed a self actualization to become the explanations of  understanding MY acid visions  existing in a dream state of  everlasting rapture, caught up in the endless possibilities  of dreaming in the present moment of reconfiguration.
 

By Uniquely originating the rhythmic design of lyrical distortions portraying the mystery of lost acid day dream reality, I began to seek out  a deeper  meaning of life’s unanswered questions, open for dream interpretation.


 
How do you expect your audience to react to your film?


By testing  the audience  attention span with a unique perception of Lost dreams, the encapsulation of unexpected illusion is dreamt up by the viewer within THE abstractions of expression. BY confronting an acid DREAM simulation,  Where  the recreation of dreamt up acid day dreams are THE reinvention FOR meaning. through a translated understanding of automatic action Painting for moving PAINTING that IS an acid dream film Volta of THE dreamerS DREAM paintING the unknown.


 
How do you keep your audience in a dream state while they are watching your film?


By using a non objective disguise for a haunting  real world familiarity, the mysterious design  allows the computerized acid paradise to be the outcome of lucid VISIONS OF DREAMING.  from a pure demonstration of magical whimsicality among REALITIE'S escape. 


 
As this portrayal of a hidden dream world portrays a mystic frequency, it is seen within the idea that seeing is believing in your dreams, where dreaming can See what is not there while the dream can never be EXPERIENCED the same way twice.
 
a different understanding of the dreamer's ENVISIONED acid DREAMs allows the ecstasy of an acid day dream reality to become aPART OF the MYSTIC ENERGY behind its design of timelessness and unpredictability. released IN A ROLLER COASTER OF mood CHANGES, the transformation of images, shapes and colors become an illustration of MOVEMENT AND the basis of its  mysteriousness. from A DREAM reality IN SEARCH FOR a creative depiction OF re-discoveries AMONG THE anti-art ACID art film aesthetics .
One’s unidentified Acid day dreaming is proof its representational existence must be masked of its representation, in the dream state of acid dreaming. Far from its reality of truth AND ORIGIN,, found in THE discovery OF hidden magic WHICH becomes a surprising subconscious self actualization. 
 
One’s mental hygiene which allows the mind expansion to continue as the dreamers in a dream  are DREAMING LIKE THEIR ON AN ACID TRIP adventure. On a deserted island finding themselves in a gazing curse of simulated ACID dreams. ENTANGLED UPON A vision of broken televisions, CHANNELING INTO AN UNKNOWN UNIVERSE of corrected abstractions. FROM A DISTORTED DREAM REALITY manifesting THE DREAMER'S destiny TO DREAM UP THE ACID DREAM automatically,


In a world which is advancing into something that is out of our control. Our individuality is becoming a containment of psychological entrapment, where we are avoiding the complicated description.  IN A world of dreaming up what is dreamt for witnessing THE Uncontrollable creativity. a rejuvenating youthfulness within OUR losT imagination FORMs OUR warped  broken narrative, MISTAKEN IN the possibility of  surprise tapping into AN uncertain UNIVERSE. Like an escaped dream that remains as Unpredictable as the unexpected VISION THAT WAS inevitable for dreaming.
A  destiny of mapped out dream manifestations FROM a recreation of self discovery within the self actualization from sinking in A lost blunder of fragmented thoughts. spaced apart, leaving us on the edge of our seat in wonderment. Left in a DREAM state of confusion where mind boggling awakenings of acid day dreams become the explanation of the missing story.  dreamt up to make sense to the dreamer who dreams Acid dream,s .
 an electricity that is the love for living life in the acid dream, and for one’s self who is the creator, the audience and the dreamer., Who thinks FREELY with Vanishing thoughts, unable to define the chaos of dreaming by the dreamer who becomes captivated by the absence of story telling.

HERE we are controlled by the spontaneity of our imagination, where dreams are dreamt beyond the mind control of mass media, popularity, and cultural misconceptions.  LIKE A dream reality taking over the haunting REAL WORLD reality of lies that TRy TO control us.. INSTEAD THE DREAMERS ARE DREAMING as though THEY WERE WATCHING THEMSELVES TAKe over the world WITH ACID dreaming LIMITLESSly,  ON THE VERGE OF immortally.
 
Finding within us an outside godly artificial intelligence that is all knowing, calculating the remains of untold secrets and stories hidden deep with in one’s self discovery and self reflection. to have MORE meanings AS WE THE DREAMERS ARE creating the lost story from non objectivity, FORMING acid dreams that expand the viewer's freedom to imagine THE UNIVERSE aimlesslY.


How does your film sustain its purpose for existing when its cinematic language is undefined?

 
 
As life must loose meaning to rediscover its new found  purpose for existence, so must my Film SWEET ACID DREAmS. JUST As though it were an open poetry book of dreams and spoken worD, contrasting the  moving paintings of abstract, repetitive, MOVING pictures. As asleep and dead but ALIVE I AM living the incredible dream life of THE acid dreamer DREAMING up THE FILM'S PURPOSE for existence WHICH lies in the search for one’s possibilities for creation through self expression, INTERPRETATION ,  AND self discovery.
ANY Thoughts ON THE SOUNDTRACK?
I had become interested in trying to express my visions of acid dreaming by designing the film's musical tone from reversing the sound track of recordings and COMBINING it with electric piano playing and SPOKEN WORD, WHICH I RECITED, TO MATCH A pattern of confusing melodies. where I created AN emotional display of mood changing IN the  spiritual ESSENCE OF Acid color  COMBINATIONS with in the moving painting, 
A kind of music without specific genre definition, something the audience can dream with in a place where an unknown time for escaping the real world becomes a reality IN THE MOOD OF SOUND.


 
As your audience becomes the dreamers of your film, what do you suppose these dreamers are dreaming about when they watch Sweet Acid Dreams?
While the dreamer remains dreaming up the impossible., Here we're being lifted in the suspension of belief that this film is putting us in a dream state of rebirth.  to dream up the unexpected that expects the inevitable.. As forgotten dreams that can not be recreated as THOUGH being recreated the same way twice BECOMES THE IMPOSSIBLE DESIGN. every time my dreamers dream they dream differently never interpreting the Dream the same way twice.


Just as consciously being present in a day dream awakening of off track thinking, ALLOWS DIFFERENT Outcomes for my dream''s MEANING, As I the CREATOR AM ALSO THE DREAMER who dreams up explanations for the simulated ABSTRaCTIONS OF REALITY. DREAMS ARE left to be described by hidden dream worlds in a PLACE where the dreamer is the composer.  In an acid dream film where the dream sequence is to be witnessed as a translation of the dreamer’s moving painting from a rediscovery of spiritual PSYCHEDELIC awakening
s.
 
With In the escape of self reflection I have placed the DREAMER in an unknown VIewiNG OF timeless TIME travel. Where the past is the present and both become the future time in The absence of life’s predictable story line. where ideas are not easily described and the recreation of these ideologies from conceptualization Stir uP A ritual and artistic process  to get lost in.  AS i am TRYING TO DEFINE whats undefined about the cinematic language of Experimental film and avant-garde poetic beauty. I have realized Making mistakes Are beautiful.


As it becomes the out of control outcome of  chaos from an uncontrolled pattern of ANTI-ART ARTISTIC beauty.  THIS Lost concept of time escapes the dreamer with a creative depiction for newly found anti-art acid ART film aesthetics. THIS unveiling of reconstructed acid dreams portrays A  FANTASY OF CHROMATIC DESIGN, as it UNRAVELS One’s unidentified Existence HIDDEN FROM WITHIN, THE day dreaming CAPACITY That allows THE DREAMER's  destiny to manifest one's ACID dreams to recreate a visual art language.
 
Within the hidden magic of a surprising Rediscovery, our subconscious engages us in A circling mental hygiene. It allows a type of mind expansion for the audience,  as  the dreamer EXISTS unaware Of the dream’s UNUSUAL POWER to continue DREAMING UP THE adventure. AS THOUGH BEING on an acid trip into an unknown island of deserted dreams IS PUTTING YOU IN A TRANCE, IN A gazing curse of computer simulated spellbound ACID visions OF broken televisions CHANNELING INTO AN UNKNOWN UNIVERSE.
 
REALIZING THAT what you see can be nothing other than seeing a dream.

 In a DREAM world which is developing into something that is out of our control,  our individuality becomes embodied by a spiritual ESSENCE that embraces what’'s pure about the acid expression of dreaming with abstractions. Here a world of dreaming up what is dreamt for meditative, secret electricity, brings a miracle of transcendence to LIFE.  
Alive living to dream by disorienting one’s self, BY USING A free thinking MIND to get lost in fragmented explanations for understanding your thoughts.

 LIKE One’s soul which dreams the truth of self desire for ITS purpose, a passionate dreaming begins to unravel a godly force in us all,. Creating the untold STories of acid dreams, IN life WHERE we must loose ITS MEANING of DELUSIONS OF Grandeur, to be found again AND AGAIN in a new representation of existence WHERE ITS REASON FOR EXISTING Doesn't EXIST simply.
 
Just like the dreamers living the dream discovered within dreams dreamt up by the god that creates the dreamers and their dream world....

As asleep and dead but alive living the UNPREDICTABLE dream life consequence, In search of one’s truth for self purpose, WHERE The truth of a dreaming desire is dreamt up As an unidentifiable presence that cannot  be dreamt without the freedom of escalating fragmented thoughts. THIS has everything unexplained perfectly, By existing in a dream REALITY of the unknown WHERE the viewer is emerged iN THE acid DREAM AS THE DREAMER in an ACID dream state OF PSYCHEDELIA.
 
How do you allow your audience to escape this reality?


 
I allow my audience to escape  falsified lies of a brain washing REAL WORLD reality manipulated by the evil unrealistic fantasies rooted in HOLLYWOOD'S CAGE OF societal norms. Instead BY IMAGINING LIFE within the acid day dream depiction of CREATIVE meaning, our dreams BECOME MORE APPARENT,
 
A day dream of acid awakenings from a SPIRITUAL path TAKEN WHERE ACID dreaming   allows one’s imagination to think outside of the mind control. As FAR Apart FROM the social conformity which keeps us defining life’s wrong purpose for living. HERE OUTSIDE with in the acid day dream depicting of finding meaning for our dreams, This ALLOWS THE Audience to watch the lies of AN UNREALISTIC FANTASY MELT AWAY.  Where many different ways of interpreting DREAMS distract MY Audience. by the exploration of non objective transformations from a haunting real world reality become illuminations OF mystical FORCE Depicting the unknown.


Where the unknown possibilities of dreaming up new representation allows the AUDIENCE the non representational search for hidden identity. Here having no recognizable familiarity in the matrix allows them to escape the real world.



With IN THE escape OF self reflection, the audience is placed in an unknown timeline OF time travel, in the absence of life’s predictable story line WHERE ideas are not to be EASILY described, like a rejuvenating youthfulness that lies within the lost imagination OF INTERPRETATION .
The audience remains contemplating in a blunder of mental hygiene, placing themselves in a  state of confusion where mind expanding awakenings can be dreamt up by the acid day dreamer TO make sense only of their acid dreams dreaming UP the acid dream reality.











 


              






















































































DICA THE ACID DREAM EXPERIMENT

DICA THE ACID DREAM EXPERIMENT 
BY BIRTHDAY GURL VIDEO ARTIST


 






ARTIST DREAM STATEMENT

Laura Grace Robles likes to imagine what the world would be like without predictability and without definitions of perfect art; good or bad video art or film making. For Laura her creativity pours out the anti-beauty.


 


From a vision of broken televisions channeling into a chromatic spectrum, she believes in a future dream that exists in a world of fairy tales, and its universe of untold stories, drawn in a cave of disturbing humbled and untrained artists discovering symbols of historical wonderment.


 


This is what encapsulates the incongruity of the scribbling dreams that Birthday Gurl transforms into films effortlessly. Birthday Gurl must reveal the mystic frequency as it reappears and disappears in the narrative’s absence in order to resurface the avant-garde nature of color saturation in motion within the happenings of a metric chaos unfolding lyrical gestures of mergence, the dislocations of composition collect and conjunct. By this thought process; the video artist must forget everything she  knows. Within the focus of temporary memory loss, the artist plays with film making, as though it were a spiritual medium that must enter the body, and by avoiding the study of learning to redesign the same thing twice to look the same way again.


 


It is for the possibility of recreating a new image within the destruction of the medium for its taking over of the artist’s undetermined methods as though it were a trick being played. Instead, the artist allows her rebirth of experimental celebration to be the imagination of its force.


 


Birthday Gurl magically directs without expectations or control over losing control. This helps the video artist explore the random unlimited source from which colliding rainbows converge into a connection of timeless spontaneous growth like a fracticle made up by a computer equation.


 


Where the artist’s form is fate made up by an electronic algorithm. That is the mathematical solution to missing form to which the improvised chaotic process of delusional thinking is manifested by the film maker, like a convincing melody of visual poetry. Birthday Gurl must believe in this fantasy of truth to continue directing a film as though it were a dream made up of a non fictional illusion.


 


The artist intuitively stylizes her films by continuing to disconnect from reality as a way of becoming possessed by the spiritual essence of experimental filmmaking that allows her to lose herself, the same way,


 


in a different dream experiment happening to the same person every time. Without following the proper structure determined by Hollywoods cage of film industry standards, Birthday Gurl grants one wish for the spectator to come to realize the creeping escape from human identity; as though it is taking place on a forbidden planet. Birthday Gurl seeks the distortion of abstracted visions from masking ever-changing absurdity deviate as disguised people places and things, as though its was a mysterious undiscovered hidden sound that you can hear with your skin, which the artist inertially produces to exhibit a different tone overtime. Within this unique place of dreaming in an artificial space, the video artist continues to channel through with manifestations of fictional dreams that become the non-fictional reality of a dream come true for the false awakening,


that disrupts the suspension of belief while dreaming in the acid experiment that is her film.


 


Since the artist has already existed as a problematic advocate of problem solving the puzzle in order to free her isolation, the artist designates a fantasy of reinvention and misleading day dreams as a metamorphosis of her delusions. Just by enhancing their imagination with an empty coloring book for the audience to color in their dream reality of whimsical potential the journey begins, Birthday Gurl hopes the audience can day dream and wonder with an open mind as a way of mental meditation that empties conscience awareness and fills it with an experience of the themselves witnessing the feeling of their own control over the electrical flow of their moving thoughts entering and leaving their brain as it tests their attention span. The artist meditates on the importance of her attempt to translate and understand perceptions of dreams by implementing these ideas in her films to better articulate the purpose of her films .


 


Birthday Gurl aims to poetically, not literally, express her ideologies in a way that contradicts cinema that was taught to be controlled by theory with one language. Birthday Gurl distinguishes her films as dream-like, living things, surviving a dystopian society amongst a pop culture of masses becoming the victims of mass media propaganda that gets US lost.  when the artist’s imagination plays witness whom can transform false realities of life by dreaming outside of herself. Where the artist can be a painter and color the digital painting that is her film. SHE CAN ALLOW THE ESCAPE TO BEGIN FOR HER AUDIENCE.





                      ALICE IN ACID WONDERLAND 

INTERVIEW WITH  BIRTHDAY GURL VIDEO ARTIST







what was the process like creating Alice in Acid Wonderland your latest experimental film…

First I have to figure out what i want my film to be about. Lately I’ve been realizing that my films have a similar quality of being sorta  dream like. So i wanted to delve deeper into that and create an experimental process by using my acid dream experimental video art film manifesto as an outline for developing the film. I wanted to use this iconic  story  that was famously known for its dream like adventures. When I found all these different versions of Alice in Wonderland on the internet, I decided it would be cool if i combined these different films to create my own version of Alice in wonderland and of course i wanted it to  be an acid pop film so i called it Alice in Acid Wonderland.
The actual editing process was like randomly painting digitizations of moving imagery to become a moving painting that painted a dream i was imagining.

what makes your film experimental….

Its a collage film that I created without a camera also, I had full control over the vision behind this film… very DIY. As I would edit the film and figure a way to put it together I knew I wanted to dislocate the story of Alice in Wonderland and make it more experimental by allowing the different faces of Alice to experience different versions of the same dream. Some of the iconic scenes from Alice in Wonderland were shown more than once as though there was more than one Alice existing in a parallel universe. So the journey of creating this film took me on an adventure because i was very impulsive about the way i edited it.

why do you prefer to call yourself a video artist raTHER THAN A FILM DIRECTOR

I see myself more as a video artist creating art film rather than a director following industry standards  because i ‘m not working with a crew or a group of actors, or even using a camera here. I consider myself expressing myself as a video artist who has total control over her vision.

WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR AUDIENCE TO GAIN FROM WATCHING YOUR FILM….

I want my audience to gain inspiration as well as expand their imagination by forcing them to put the dislocated story together somehow with creative thinking. In a way they would not have used their imagination otherwise, with watching mainstream films. I want my audience to use their imagination thE way they did when they were children. A way OF MY ACID  film bringING a sense of rejuvenation to their youth.


HOW DOES THIS FILM DIFFER FROM YOUR OTHER FILMS.. ..

With Alice in Acid Wonderland, I actually used an iconic story and usually i avoid story all together.  I turned this familiar story into a dislocated version of dreaming the way we dream of our selves with different faces. At times dreaming the different versions of the same dream, it became a way of interpreting dreams for myself as though these dreams were dreams of films coming to life.

WHAT DOES ACID MEAN TO YOU….

To me acid means psychedelic, trippy, dreamy, as well as for one to ascend onto another world outside of the real world and outside of them selves. Where my audience is looking into a looking glass of dreams that allowS them to escape the everyday. The way I funnel my creative energy into a broken television of dreams to dream up the DREAM film.

HOW IS YOUR FILM LIKE A DREAM……

My film Alice in Acid Wonderland is filled with oddities, adventures, characters and  situations that would most likely occur in the awkward moments of dreaming. A confusion of plot and film practice of unconventional story telling Leaving you in a suspension of believing lies, saturated colors putting you into a spell or setting from another world that transcends the audience into an alternative reality created from fiction. By allowing my fictive dream to become a reality it is a now fiction Manifestation of dreaming.  becoming a non fiction manifestation of the acid dream  experiment interpretation by day dreaming about how my dreams should be made into films. For me Alice in Acid Wonderland is a dream come true.









SCOONNIES  2009-2014




WATCH SIX MINS OF SCOONNIES HERE: https://vimeo.com/123584350